Una Vita Vivenda

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Fuck fake emails

I got one of those ecard things and it said how they can’t get over me and that I’m the love of their life. For a second I thought it was real and that was the happiest I’ve been in over a year. I can’t even describe the feeling when I realized it wasn’t real. I miss him more than anything and I feel so guilty that I’m dating Henry while I’m in love with someone else. I think all this school stuff is making me go through a period of depression. All I can think about is him and how fat I feel. My birthday is on thursday and I’m not excited. I’m having to question if my so called friends will even show up. I’m so sick of all of this.

I just wish someone would tell him that I still love him and that he would feel the same and we’d live happily ever after.